|A Red Dragon rises from the banks of the moat at Caerphilly Castle in the Land of my Fathers and Mothers|
I tried to explain that I would love my Calling and Election but I doubted I would be achieving that any time soon. The question itself perturbed me because it is the Quest that I want even if I may never reach the Grail. I'm closer than I have been. Every day is a little closer. And will I ever get there? That is only in the hands of God. My part is just to keep trying even if mostly failing.
In answer to the question "what would make me happy?" it is much easier to recognize what does not. Those are the dragons that need slaying. My armor is dented and dull. And I have not ceased the fight.
The Fisher King - Robin Williams
Parsifal - Good Friday Music
Fate is kind
She brings to those who love
The sweet fulfillment of
Their secret longing