One of the reasons I do family history is that I have an innate obsession to be a Truth-Seeker. I don't care how bad it is, I want to know. It's not to revel in the misery of bad things or to gossip or hold family "secrets" over others. I want to understand. Understanding gives me grounding. So many pieces of life and family just click into place in memories when some of these difficulties are uncovered and understood.
Understanding also gives me the opportunity to forgive. Of course, the farther back the generation, the easier it is to do. The closer, yes, those people we actually know, lived with, and sometimes hurt us, that's a bit harder but even more important. And it's an easy thing to say if infinitely difficult to do. But we are not alone.
There are two parts to the Lord's Atonement. He heals sin and he heals the hurts caused by sin.
And he will take upon him death, that he may loose the bands of death which bind his people; and he will take upon him their infirmities, that his bowels may be filled with mercy, according to the flesh, that he may know according to the flesh how to succor His people according to their infirmities. Alma 7:12In the process of family history work, especially with ordinances of salvation in the Temples of God, we provide and experience both aspects of the atonement.
I've written before how it is to stand on the sacred places of burial of ancestors long gone. Sometimes I get a sense of spiritual stirring confirming to me that they will rise again in physical form and will also rise clothed in the blessings of priesthood and eternal life in the presence of God.
That's why I want to know. And that's why I do family history work. To heal.
|The Churchyard Cemetery of St. Mary's, Clifford, Herefordshire, England, looking toward the Black Mountains of Wales|
So what to do in practical terms?
IMHO Record the history in your materials. Pass it down to later generations. They will not be nearly as disturbed as you if it relates to people you know that may have passed on. Share truthfully but discretely with family members who ask about specific circumstances. Honesty does not always require the whole truth. But it does require truth, so it is wrong to misrepresent. Abbreviated truth is just fine.to protect sensitivities. And confidences must be protected, but not necessarily "secrets."